Entry 2

Put in so much effort hoping that I can drive one day but it doesn't seem like the case. In another word, I wouldn't be able to drive until I have my own car. So if I have the license card now, it's just for show.

Reason because I'm new? I really think that it's bullshit. who's never new to something? who can you be 'old bird' if you don't try and get more experience. 'Wait till you get more experience'. ya right.. i'll drive with paper cars!