Entry 6

Sometimes, why you do silly things I just want to hug you tight and don't want to let go. But every time i want to do that, you'll always push me away. I guess you're either not used to it or the weather is too hot. Sometimes, I just want to hug you, hold you & your face without doing much. No need to have dinner together, no need to walk around, no need to watch a movie. Just you and me. No need to say anything. I do not know how to love you more. All I can do now is to make you smile and laugh whenever you're with me. I am not a person who can give you whatever you want, bring to places that will fascinate you, or bring surprises on every surprise occasions. I always want you to enjoy yourself and don't feel the stress that you're having in daily life when you're with me. This is all I can do. I am just another normal who wants to love another girl and be loved in return but things don't work that way. Everyone has different way of loving. Loving someone should be selfish but this kind of selfishness should never cause your partner any trouble. Then, that's not love anymore, I guess. Hope you can do well in your studies and reach your dream. I love you!